DUN LIE PLS

To XXX...

Today i finally realise that i've been decieve by you for a period of time, why didn't you just tell me the truth then rather then me having to find it out myself...this little incident make me feel that the whole world cannot be trusted...why is it liddat??? i trust people but all i get are lies and deception from them...from now on...i never would believe in a white lie again...Bcoz there just isn't any...

So easy to trust yet so easily betray...people who are close to me are less than a handful and i treasure all of you, although i do not filter my words most of the time as my brain has no filter...but i didn't mean to let anyone hate me or find me irritating...So sad to learn that some one lied to me...super stress...i wasn't like this before some shit happened...

I was betray by the woman i loved most then...My Cxxxxx...She showed me how trust can be abused and lied to me for a few times...do anyone know how heart shattering it is to learn that the one you love is lying to u?? well...i do...and yes...its heart shattering...tore me apart with her lies over and over again...feels like someone hitting u hard with a bat directly to ur heart...Thus creating someone i am now...

So pls stop lying to me even if u want to comfort me for whatever reason or trying to make me feel better ( i appreciate the thoughts but i'm better off with the truth)...Tonight i gonna emo...for i've been reminded of many unhappy times...(super feel like crying coz someone lied to me)