Sg is -_-

Well Well Well... last night i tried to download a very retro song from the internet, 爱你不是爱给别人看 and guess what... it was no where to be found... wtf!? cannot go by torrent, website like sogou also dun have... in the end... thx to real player... i download a flv file... WEE!!! but then... the conversion part was a sucker... took me 20 mins to find a good and free converter... in which i quickly converted the file to AAC... just in case... KNN... the internet is sucky in retro stuff...

Life is a rollercoaster... but i want mine to be all ups... can i ? never the less... i want a quiet and peaceful life... doing the things i want to... ignoring the people i want to... being less hypocritical in life even if its fun... i still wanna try drugs... at least once...

Marilyn Manson, (Coma White) : A pill that makes you numb, A pill that makes you dumb... A pill that makes you anybody else.

Ain't pills great... My life has reach a point where i'm starting to drown in the gray area... i see no future.. am i discarded? i think i'm by my own self... BANG! BANG! shit...!! i'm shoot in the heart... twice in the same wound? both physically and emotionally?? juz let me die....

LALALA!! SPLASH SPLASH... i love to play with water and then drown someone in it... watching the person struggle is kinda fun... LALALA!

Ok... random...so random... what is my blog still existing? world mystery that can never be solved....

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9

See those numbers above... they are called choices... i can try all but only choose 1... but the thing is that the numbers will also choose me... only 1 is destine for me... life is full of ups and lows and there is also the middle... One min u're king of the world... next...The king of the damn... or u can juz be plain simple and retarded...

Tick tock tick tock... dong dong dong...! the clock strikes 12... u start staring into the distant... black mist covered the field of flowers in front of u... the girls who always stands there around this time isn't longer there... you turn your head and what's facing u is another high and dilapidated wall... soon to crumble... that is your past... just look up... the light is shining in your face... you can't turn back you can't go straight... what do u do... Suddenly a hand reaches towards you...

Skin so soft... a gentle touch, you can't see her face but you felt the warmth that she radiates.. you're getting addicted... you try to search for her face... you pull her close... her smile captivates you... angel wings revealed themselves infront of u... a sight so majestic that even the withered flowers came back alive...

L.O.V.E

This was meant to be... is this the beganing... but... it feel like the end as well... she had to go... you're holding her back but you have yet to try... how do u say? how would u react? she tries to leave... you hold on tighter... she looks into your eyes... your tears rolled down your face... are these tears of hope or sorrow...? you began to ponder... She kisses you on your forehead...

you let go and she was gone... forever...

It's that time of the year again...

I'm still waiting for someone special to celebrate my birthday with me... someone who will plan something secretive for me and make me go with a big surprise... however, even if it's just some simple dinner and a night at home watching a movie together would be fine... am i asking for much? i dun think so... 22 in 9 hrs time... this wish will not come true again this year...

I am simple and do not need much to survive. Just a little more to light up my days...