I want nobody nobody but u...

Give me a change.. i want to write love letters with u in the sands... under the dreamy blue skies... Raining flower petals as we run through the beach with love caught in our feet... No distance is too great too tear us apart... no one can rip us away... I would make the world a lot whole place just for you and me... Never will this heart swap to another shores... for it is rooted deeply in a complicated fashion in your heart... how sweet it would be to be owned only by you... you're irreplaceable to me... i give up everything in the world but i would never give you up...

If there is a limit to my love for u , i would choose eternity - 1 year. That way when the world is about to end, i would know and i would love you even more for that last year... but that is not really impossible because I'm already madly in love with you... i dream everyday wanting to be with you... Dreams can be reality? dream are what that makes a man great... you are what that will make me great...

My wallet might go empty... My gadgets will fail me... My friend might leave me... My body might stop functioning but My love for you will carry on forever... How true i cannot tell because it is so clear that it has become transparent...

i want to take you everywhere in the way... we might get lose in the jungle... flush down the river... chased by beast... endure starvation... but with you around me... I would enjoy every inch and every bit of it... If we have to undergo it again... i gladly accept...

Now to sum it up... words cannot describe how much i miss you... Expression are not great enough to fully show how delighted i am when i see you... Time is not a barrier but a chain that manifests my love for you... i drowned in my own love for you... gimme a hand?

What is that four letter word again?

Sometimes i ask myself, how many times have i stay hidden in a corner peeping at her...
How often have i felt the disappointment whenever a unknown person is beside her...
What are those feelings? Jealousy,Envy or just plain Lust? Is this kind of feeling a curse or is this considered bliss? Can i ever stop feeling like hiding behind there for good? how many hours, minutes and seconds have i spent thinking of something that i might be just out of reached?

What qualities do i possess that is gonna make it happen, have my physical traits finally become such a burden? Nevermind the name taunting i suffered in life, I'm fine with the lousy genes that i possesed which have wore me down greatly, it's okay to be lacking in the brain department and also being born with some injuries here and there . But seriously, to never achieve anything in life till now? is this fate? or karma from a past life? GOD's doing ( if there really is one) ? I cannot imagine how this is going to change in the next ten years... Am i going to single forever? I deserved it don't i?

I must have seriously done something wrong to deserve something like this... what's it like to jump off a 12th storey building? if i were to depart on a journey to hell, how many and who exactly will be there to send me off... probably no one... life is a cycle of birth, sickness, aging and death... lets say i cut short all this processes and jump straight to the last phrase... how many people will shed a tear for me? My very existance lies with me... struggling in this fuck up place call home?... how life would have been better if i was born somewhere else? maybe even some third world country... sure... i would have nothing to eat... no luxuries in life but i may actually be happier than i'm currently...

I hope things can change soon on my birthday which most probably is just another day for me and everyone of u... I need a turning point... the path i'm in is the gatewayl to destruction...

22 soon... i dun wanna be single!

My new hobby

Yes yes... guess what i always wanted to do... well... i love to mess around with people's minds... drive them toward the edge of insanity... however... i still in training... how to psyche up the people around you... i shall begin my training tmr... beware for this will be literally 'Mind Blowing'...

Maybe i should start conjuring up some rumors about people just to mess up their mental health... oh well... nothing beats a good plot and some depress folks... am i insane?? nope... I'm just looking for some fun since I'm bored... and your lifes are too peaceful... u need some flavoring to your shallow yet hallow life...

BOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!