4 letters that will last Eternally..

Guess, and the answer is TIME, counting down my days to schedule wedding, my ideal job, my dream home, my holidays and even the country that i want to stay in. I must say.. one life time to accomplish it, is just not even... there is just some much i want, is it call greed, NO. i want to achieve it by my own means but i guess, i can only do so much.

I need more time, i have yet to travel the world, yet to do a lot of things, why am i condemn in this pathetic place, if i was both somewhere better with more opportunities, life would be different, so much different.

Who the fuck decides where am i born? stupid people go around thinking and preaching, god is fair. stupid.. is it far for u to be born in war torn countries... try telling that to them and see what happens to u. do u believe in ghost? do u believe in god? you might have encounter some thing freaky and explainable. If it's good the word to describe it is GOD, if it is bad then the word is Ghost / Satan / Evil. You see many ways to describe something bad very little to something good. why? because humans have the thinking that its already good, if i change it, it might become bad. so lets not touch it.

I SAY SHALLOW. so pls fuck off...

No more

I sense it, can you? a new nation of suicidal youth? well, in japan, there have been ppl meeting up tgt to commit suicide. actually the word commit suicide.. hmmm... why commit, is it a crime? well it is if you fail to take your life in sg, now even the government decides on ur life. True slaves for life.

Anyway, the reason for this entry is because of what i saw on msn just now. Everyone's Pm is emo. hurt, jealousy, hatred and guilt took up 95% of everyone nick, 4% didn't have a nick and 1% was all happy and stuff. seriously... not joking only 1 % were happy. tells alot about how people are feeling nowadays.

I emo-ed for like 2 weeks, meaningless meaningless life, life nv fail to demoralise me. tearing my little heart piece by piece. I want to grow wings all of a sudden and fly away to somewhere i can call home. be it a desert or island in the middle of no where. Where i can fully relax myself and not worry bout the world.

Who invented money, what a bastard. curse u! stealing is fun! lets all steal instead.