THE LEGENDARY

Long time no blog...anyhow blog blog ba...

Today i felt something wierd...i miss _______... its not like it has nv happen... but somehow... i can't really be emotionally attached to anyone...everyone can come and go for all i care but my gay buddy cannot...Dj muz stay... perhaps the only best man for my wedding in the future...but then again maybe no wedding..too poor to afford 1...with a mist fogging my future...i need no planning coz anything can go...

'Sadded' at work today...i realise my colleague got a scandal with another colleague which is wrong... so confusing in this real world...i love my world...its juz me and emo...good frenz since 200?

When did i started emo-ing? i was once a happy kid...once... so now i'm a emo man...emo emo...the pathetic type that has no achievement...buy 4D nv strike b4...so damn sad... go to work like not my business which is GREAT...enjoys jazz and metal...which is wierd...oh well...muz have been the metal...which is GREAT and LEGENDARY!!

i seek for something but i do not know what...
i look for something but i'm blinded...
i feel for something with my hands hacked...
i dream of something without a soul...
i think of something wth a mind...
i live without breathing...

I'm hopless, useless, please do not have any expectations of me... i cannot bear that shit...

Wrist slashing is fun...
Emo-ing in a corner is fun...
Drinking is GREAT...
Drinking and emo-ing is LEGENDARY...