again?

Uncertain in life which direction to turn, which path to follow... where do i began.... life is pretty much planned out in such a way for me and i followed it through halfheartedly...well... can't say i hate it... but when its my turn to choose... i am lost...

As lost as ever, i wake up to realize that i rush to work... on my way there... my mind blanks and there nothing i can do about it.... maybe i enjoy doing nothing and stone my heart out... maybe i wanted to do something about it but i gave up....

Too little choices and far too many "what if"... and whats gonna happen next...

would u wanna know when your time is up? so u can actually plan a much more fulfilling life? well, i certainly do... i need a plan in life and currently my plan in life is to get a plan in life.... what a cunt~