Today i feel super sad... my mind muz be thinking of something...infact... it is always thinking of something or someone... i cannot bear the cycle of unison and separation... i hate thing to end... i juz want things to continue the way it always was... a new year means... another group of friends... i don't want another group... but sometimes being in the current one makes me have doubts... man and woman still act differently... somethings woman do on their own...somethings man do on their own... somethings they will never do when they are together... being the thorn among the roses... am i really welcome... what if this thorn is really irritating and would rather be discarded... are all the insult jokes or do some sort of truth lies within...
A fragile heart i now possess... vulnerability is at its maximum... i've had enough... people always talk about...meeting my so and so friend... but me? frankly... i don't have such fortune... was i born destined to be alone... what is the existance of life? wait...i'm sure i have blogged something ike this before... my eyes have tear that falls like a shooting star... my heart which no one see... is actually made of glass... it's very easy to break me if i put a little of my emoticon into something but as much as i try not it... it still happens... lies would be great on me...
As the long nights passes by... i do not understand myself more and more... i though i was very anti about life... but it seems i want so much more... what do i want... i wake up feeling lost as ever... as if i missed out on somethings important... my hollow heart has been filled with something call misery...yes... i'm full of misery alone... perhaps i nv realsie until now... coz i'm ignorant?
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