Last night i found some interesting notes inside my Ipod... so why not show it then...
Every tears i shed are for the moments i have to spend wihtout you by my side.
The moon light shines on me but what i see is nopt my shadow but a blurry image of you hugging me.
If pain is being without you... would you come back and cure me now?
The rain pours down on me as i stare at my shadow reflected from the street lights wishing the rain could wash away the feeling of missing you.
Sibei EMO.... i am turning from bad to worse...
Monday, February 22, 2010
Friday, February 19, 2010
A list of something...
Today i went to dug up a book which refreshes my memories of somethings... it was fun... and maybe i will keep it for further reference just in case i forget how to feel again... but anyway...
Today's my first day of work... kinda stress myself to not slack and work hard... wasn't very good at it but still got a little lucky... phew... money money come in...
I need to make a list of things... like which Korean idol i love the most... oh what the hell might as well do it now...
Best voice : Taeyeon, Jea , BIG MAMA, Kim Yeon Ji
Most Bitchy : Jessica , Lee Hyori.... hehehe XD
Total Whiner : Son GaIn, Hyuna
The More you look, the cuter they get : TIFFANY ( mega crush on her now) , Seohyun, Nicole, Hyuna
Most hated as in really should be gone for good : HyoYeon, Amber ( stop recruiting men into girl groups!!)
Most addicting song : Wedding dress, If, Can you hear me, Byul
WEE!!! life is great for koreans... fucking hell i'm not in korea!
Today's my first day of work... kinda stress myself to not slack and work hard... wasn't very good at it but still got a little lucky... phew... money money come in...
I need to make a list of things... like which Korean idol i love the most... oh what the hell might as well do it now...
Best voice : Taeyeon, Jea , BIG MAMA, Kim Yeon Ji
Most Bitchy : Jessica , Lee Hyori.... hehehe XD
Total Whiner : Son GaIn, Hyuna
The More you look, the cuter they get : TIFFANY ( mega crush on her now) , Seohyun, Nicole, Hyuna
Most hated as in really should be gone for good : HyoYeon, Amber ( stop recruiting men into girl groups!!)
Most addicting song : Wedding dress, If, Can you hear me, Byul
WEE!!! life is great for koreans... fucking hell i'm not in korea!
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Star
I'm sorry... if you didn't remind me... I would have just left you out... many times in life this happens and will continue... we don't cherish what we have and that is you in this case... You like to scold me right!? on msn and in life... saying how important i'm to you... but i didn't cherish... well... its just that no matter how close... guys and girls still have a gap and i'm not a person who shares alot... so it impossible for you to understand me well.. You still want a go? SI EMO KIA...
You nv did snooke me or left me behind did u? i dun rmb when it happened that you did ignored me... my hobby is irritating you... glad to say that... i can only say that life made us who we are and fate isn't on our side to further our friendship much... it always stuck there... deep down... i think we know that there's little we understand about each other...but still if i could rewind time... I'll still wanna make fun of u on the 1st day in class... u si ah lian...
I hope i didn't irritate you (I'm sure did) too badly or was rude to you... i'm a nice and polite person... but looks for unforgiving on me... i got the gift of the gab... but a super emo personality! I hope i can meet again soon... coz chances are sacred now since we grad.... we dun have a place to meet anymore... sobs... pls dun poke fun of me with her... later she siam me again... then i how?
Good Bye GF...
You nv did snooke me or left me behind did u? i dun rmb when it happened that you did ignored me... my hobby is irritating you... glad to say that... i can only say that life made us who we are and fate isn't on our side to further our friendship much... it always stuck there... deep down... i think we know that there's little we understand about each other...but still if i could rewind time... I'll still wanna make fun of u on the 1st day in class... u si ah lian...
I hope i didn't irritate you (I'm sure did) too badly or was rude to you... i'm a nice and polite person... but looks for unforgiving on me... i got the gift of the gab... but a super emo personality! I hope i can meet again soon... coz chances are sacred now since we grad.... we dun have a place to meet anymore... sobs... pls dun poke fun of me with her... later she siam me again... then i how?
Good Bye GF...
Friday, February 12, 2010
Times up
Hello hello, my poly life is finally behind me... I still cannot believe it... feels so unreal but i guess unlike my secondary school days, i don't have the feeling of missing everyone since we were always in different class... the only group that i got more involved with were the HAPPY PILLS... despite i always kena bully and they take me for granted... everything else is fine... but i cannot stand people asking me to shut up... ( that's just way rude ) and i was trying to entertain... if i dun speak... it would be boring wouldn't it? i can do that...
I can't say i was a very good friend... i've been a horrible one to some others... i let some others down but i guess that's just me... i still cherish my friends... but i know in life... if there's a start, there will be an end... same thing to life.. u born and eventually one day... u're gonna leave the world... i want to make my life to have as many happy memories as much as possible...
I can say i made 1 best friends... we're also joking around... being lame... u know who u're! Thx mate... katong laksa soon...
words cannot express my feelings now...
I can't say i was a very good friend... i've been a horrible one to some others... i let some others down but i guess that's just me... i still cherish my friends... but i know in life... if there's a start, there will be an end... same thing to life.. u born and eventually one day... u're gonna leave the world... i want to make my life to have as many happy memories as much as possible...
I can say i made 1 best friends... we're also joking around... being lame... u know who u're! Thx mate... katong laksa soon...
words cannot express my feelings now...
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
So?
Today i had a day off... no school...
I slept at home all day... it was not fun...
I'm pondering between a office job or my sales job...
NS when will u come exactly... i need to plan out my life
I decided to go for driving lessons...
After 3 years... its finally over... I'm glad...
But not for the things I'll miss out... some people that i like will never see again...
Some that i dun like or dun like me... good for u and me...
More importantly... I am going to miss some of you...
I slept at home all day... it was not fun...
I'm pondering between a office job or my sales job...
NS when will u come exactly... i need to plan out my life
I decided to go for driving lessons...
After 3 years... its finally over... I'm glad...
But not for the things I'll miss out... some people that i like will never see again...
Some that i dun like or dun like me... good for u and me...
More importantly... I am going to miss some of you...
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