Thursday, October 1, 2009

Sometimes it's better to just play dead

click click click, i saw something or rather someone... i've not been in contact with for the longest of times... i saw some pictures, i start to think, i start to ponder, i start to regret... why muz i fucking go see her profile? i'm glad thot... that ass looks so fucking ugly as usual... as if he's cursed! HAHA! but i guess i gotten over the fact that they are together... but still, i'll not give them my blessing...

when life turns to the depth of hell, she leave me, when it stays there, she dissappeared on me, now when i finally love somebody, she's freaking far away, and then i see this!? can i please reset time? i can still do so much, i can correct the mistakes, i can save my life and live with no regrets.

I'm still in korea, i dun wanna come back... noona misses me and i miss her too... can i give it my all for her? its foolish on my part, i'm just the 'brother' and whatever i do.. nv will stand? is it even love? i'm sure i feel this way a couple of times before... worst still it was my cousin perhaps... why are we cousin? everything is so fucking forbidden in my life!

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