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How come my hand always so itchy?? I go and click on her profile and see things that saddens me...

It been always 2 years and well... they are still tgt and happier as ever...

I been used, stepped on and most obviously discarded...

I began to realize that looks doesn't matter... coz in that department.... i easier lead in any area...

What kind of charm does a 30 plus man have on a 20 plus lady??

Somethings i cannot explain anymore...

God played a serious joke on me through my whole life... lift me to the higher of the peaks and dump me back into the depths of hell...

EUGENE TEO! pls spare yourself and forget about it already... this life aint no fairy tale and you jolly well know it... do not waste seek an tree when you're swimming in a forest... just look around... if a rose with thorns pricked you... then go for a much more gentle and warming sunflower...

if you can save yourself... you can finally be liberated of this damn curse...

Tears won't save you tonight.. nothing will... every drop of alcohol awakens your consciousness...

The cycle of suffering is starting to continue... from where i left behind 2 years ago..

2 bloody years.... not entire a very long period but more or less depressing... a lot of things have happen and i got use to life without you...

I dun know if i still love you... but i dun miss you anymore all that much... i juz need a confirmation from my heart...

heart can you pls release the grip... i cannot bare living my life like this... Its really time to move on....

From today onwards... NO MORE... 7 forbidden letters in my life... C.A.N.D.A.C.E..dun let the words connect.. dun never ever let them hinder your life or even cloud your judgment..

She just a part of history in your life... not gonna be a part of it in the future...

Heartless and cruelty she leave you in a lurch... you were left to pick up the pieces from scratch and your brother is fucking right... you have to MOVE ON...

I'm sick and tired of thinking about you... perhaps its right for you to totally evanescence in my life... perhaps you know what might happen if we continue to keep in contact or even if it is his idea of you doing...

I wish you can find your happiness... and perhaps in him... ( but deep down fucking not.. if i can choose to kill someone... you jolly well know it will be him)

I must now live for myself... not anymore for you.. never again...

dumping all our memories... dumping all the hugs and kisses.. dumping all our belongings...

Good Bye. . . . . . . . . . . . . .