"IF"

Well Well Well, guess what? it's X'mas again? have i been a bad boy this year?? ( i clearly have been) The year is almost over and its time to reflect again. . .Many things happened this year, a lot of things beyond my control and a lot more that was in my control but i screwed up! Now its time to recap the top 10 most happening or (unhappening) stuff that had happen.

Firstly the 5 nicest stuff that have happened ^3^
1. Met Rene noona in Korea! =)
2. Form the 小丸子 brotherhood in Korea! and other more friends after that!
3. T-express... my first roller coaster ride!
4. addiction to K-POP!!!
5. last but not least... i think i found her. . . someone i wanna be with...

Next the top 5 things to never remember -_-"
1. Got drunk in Korea ( pls nv remind me again)
2. Got to know some pig
3. Clique destroyed! ) not like i really care now or even then )
4. Almost broke my fucking left knee! ouch!
5. Trust is an easily broken thing.. every year its the same shit

Every year i aim for the same thing... to have a X'mas trees with nice lights, freezing weather sitting by the fire place hugging onto her... can santa pls tell me when it will happen? Since last year, i clearly rmb that you left out my present... when i even told u what to give me as u got lots of ppl to settle and so as to not confuse u, i told u what i wanted... and u forgot ( shake head) ... last year i wanted u to make the 4D number to my favour but it never did happen... this year... can i pls have a chance to be with her? Please Santa... i need something simple... something that won't cause u a single cent... LOVE!