Star

I'm sorry... if you didn't remind me... I would have just left you out... many times in life this happens and will continue... we don't cherish what we have and that is you in this case... You like to scold me right!? on msn and in life... saying how important i'm to you... but i didn't cherish... well... its just that no matter how close... guys and girls still have a gap and i'm not a person who shares alot... so it impossible for you to understand me well.. You still want a go? SI EMO KIA...

You nv did snooke me or left me behind did u? i dun rmb when it happened that you did ignored me... my hobby is irritating you... glad to say that... i can only say that life made us who we are and fate isn't on our side to further our friendship much... it always stuck there... deep down... i think we know that there's little we understand about each other...but still if i could rewind time... I'll still wanna make fun of u on the 1st day in class... u si ah lian...

I hope i didn't irritate you (I'm sure did) too badly or was rude to you... i'm a nice and polite person... but looks for unforgiving on me... i got the gift of the gab... but a super emo personality! I hope i can meet again soon... coz chances are sacred now since we grad.... we dun have a place to meet anymore... sobs... pls dun poke fun of me with her... later she siam me again... then i how?

Good Bye GF...

Times up

Hello hello, my poly life is finally behind me... I still cannot believe it... feels so unreal but i guess unlike my secondary school days, i don't have the feeling of missing everyone since we were always in different class... the only group that i got more involved with were the HAPPY PILLS... despite i always kena bully and they take me for granted... everything else is fine... but i cannot stand people asking me to shut up... ( that's just way rude ) and i was trying to entertain... if i dun speak... it would be boring wouldn't it? i can do that...

I can't say i was a very good friend... i've been a horrible one to some others... i let some others down but i guess that's just me... i still cherish my friends... but i know in life... if there's a start, there will be an end... same thing to life.. u born and eventually one day... u're gonna leave the world... i want to make my life to have as many happy memories as much as possible...


I can say i made 1 best friends... we're also joking around... being lame... u know who u're! Thx mate... katong laksa soon...

words cannot express my feelings now...

Check this out..

Cute right!?

So?

Today i had a day off... no school...

I slept at home all day... it was not fun...

I'm pondering between a office job or my sales job...

NS when will u come exactly... i need to plan out my life

I decided to go for driving lessons...

After 3 years... its finally over... I'm glad...

But not for the things I'll miss out... some people that i like will never see again...

Some that i dun like or dun like me... good for u and me...

More importantly... I am going to miss some of you...

This is just way WRONG. . . . .

I went home last night.... only to see this ( image below) what the hell is wrong with my bro... luckily its not the maid who did it... phew... huge sign of relieve... =)

-_-"

I don't know. . . . .

Why is my Elmo and my Carebear having a chat on my bed?

Never forget your roots

In life.. we're clouded by many things, lies, power and money. But we should never let go of our dreams and ambitions... no this isn't another motivation talk...

When i was young i was very short (now i'm just short) ... the adults would tell me that i would grow taller as time passes and mommy have a secret peanut root recipe that she assures us that we ( 3 brothers ) will grow taller ( she didn't say how much -_-" )... i wonder if it has to do with the sequence that who gets to drink it first but then... this is what happened...

A (elder bro) - 174

E (second bro) - 161

S ( youngest bro) - 158

Something is seriously wrong mom... did u dope da ge's soup only and gave me and stan plain water plus soy sauce instead!?!?!?

Life's never fair anyway.... so lets not dwell in the past...

Looking forward or rather thinking back about my dreams and stuff... i suppose i miss many things... suddenly i rmb this one...

Back when i was 18-19... i was in indonesia for 2 month staying with bro richard( cousin) everyday we would, go to his factory and then the driving range ( Golf ) . There's this area that we always drive pass that has lots of private housing.

On this very fateful day,i swear! an angel ascend from the heavens in the form of an indo chinese girl... There she stood... ( actually she was in a daze standing in the front porch of her house ) But her angelic face i cannot forget... Then i swore to brush up my indonesia and find an indo girl friend... well... IT NEVER DID HAPPEN.. YET...

The things is that i totally forgot bout it till now... dreams are so far fetch... but it is achievable ( giving lots of false hope here) ... rmb kids if Barney Stinson ( google this... this rocks) can do any girl... so can U!