The Life of an Entertainer...
if u think it's a glamorous one... well... think twice... behind close doors... the loneliness can consume you whole... The seriousness was never seen and even if shown, it will be taking as another joke.... thus is the path I've chosen... perhaps being my size helps to add up to the overall image... Even if i' a dependable person... people tend to think likewise cause i joke around most of the time.
However... there are 2 types of more of entertainers... "the entertained and forgotten" and "the entertained and remember"... luck was never on my side... thus i became the first type "the entertained and forgotten"... my task is simple... infiltrate... loiter and wait to be kicked out... thus explains the frequency of people changing around me...
once drained out of the humor within...
My task over and thus shall be discarded...
did i change?? no...
who did..?? u who decides that I'm no longer in need of my services
what can i do?? nothing...
what am i left with? nothing
Some people prefer to befriend dogs and cats instead of humans...why?? because this creatures never will left or betray you...
I found my 'friends' who never will left me... Music and photography
Music for it speaks my feelings... spot on most of the times
Photographs for it tells me what i had, the sweetest/saddest memories, how beautiful/sorrowful this world is... a book which no words yet alot more...
I found my third beloved...Science... I'm not a man of God... the very existence of it puzzles me...
The way i see it... Man decided to create it to hide their fears, to create a false Utopia when they die... who should i follow that foolishness... what's the point...?
In the End... this Entertainer is always alone... i always try too hard each time i have something i want to hold on to... but i end up killing it each time... thus explains myself... the one i loved.. loves me not... the things i want seems so far and unreachable... the way people view me is never quite the truth... but who bothers to uncover the mystery behind me...?
Friday, March 6, 2009
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Busy Busy...
It has been such a tiring week since FYP started... but seriously... why do we have to do time line, log time and meeting record?? ain't it like same shit but different depth of understanding??
Nabe... i saw Genevieve in the lab for the 3rd time... she being the faci for hydrogel... i wonder what she does... she lovely but she speaks very little... oh well... ice cold beauty?? just the type i like...
My FYP team is fun to be with... luckily for us, we got Song sin nee... one of the easily bullied faci in RP but she sure help us alot in term of lab stuff... time to blog about FYP team mate... gossip gossip time...My team got nicholas, cecilia, jeremy and daniel...
Nicholas... fucking pervert... poor cecilia always falling victim to his 'sex talks'... this person is not what i expected... i suppose true colors are reveal as time passes by... from the pilot to the sex pilot? i'm sure the city of Thailand, Bangkok, excites u... it is after all the sex capital in Asia... come to think of it... Bangkok...Bang Cock?? OMG!?!?! who the fuck came up with that name... i suppose he has great foresight and saw it coming when he gave the capital that name...geez... this is going down into history...
Cecilia... HAHA!! nice sweet little girl... who looks younger than her actual age... she is ....no no.... not gonna say... one of the taboos in life is to nv talk about a woman's age... but then again...she looks like a little girl... should i say? nahhh... forget it... dun wanna get smacked... she always acts cute but the truth is... she is very cute... dunno why always so ke lian kena dump... i also always kena dump... it appears people dunno how to treat their girls right nowadays... Unless u're a Teo... we Teo(s) is/are awesome... or anyone along the blood line... simply Legandaryyy.. or in french it would be pronounce as legendaire... work hard for FYP... 靠你了...
Jeremy... this chao ah beng is one not to be reckon with... juz kidding... this is the scape goat in the team... all sai kang is thrown on to him... and when we say sai kang.. we meant chemistry! chem pro leh... got an A for UT... impressive... i could never have done that... coz... all the rest of us sucks at chemistry... no worries... i can see ur future... more sai kang...u better dun run... or see u at the back gate...wait Rp got no back gate... damn!
Daniel... this one i know the longest de... but also very slack de... most important thing in life is DANCE... fav style : Locking... ah hop ah... dance less do work more la... LOL... well... created the joke of the FYP... when we heard something about an explosion... we run and hid behind a wall... then the next joke was... why only two person in the final presentation... result being... the other have sacrificed in the name of science... apparently the explosion killed them... sadded... HAHA..
I think my fyp mates (maids) are awesome... pls do work harder by doing all the washing of the oily and stinky apparatus... and about the cruise... i hope it will happen or at least a trip to Gentings?? SUIT UP!
Nabe... i saw Genevieve in the lab for the 3rd time... she being the faci for hydrogel... i wonder what she does... she lovely but she speaks very little... oh well... ice cold beauty?? just the type i like...
My FYP team is fun to be with... luckily for us, we got Song sin nee... one of the easily bullied faci in RP but she sure help us alot in term of lab stuff... time to blog about FYP team mate... gossip gossip time...My team got nicholas, cecilia, jeremy and daniel...
Nicholas... fucking pervert... poor cecilia always falling victim to his 'sex talks'... this person is not what i expected... i suppose true colors are reveal as time passes by... from the pilot to the sex pilot? i'm sure the city of Thailand, Bangkok, excites u... it is after all the sex capital in Asia... come to think of it... Bangkok...Bang Cock?? OMG!?!?! who the fuck came up with that name... i suppose he has great foresight and saw it coming when he gave the capital that name...geez... this is going down into history...
Cecilia... HAHA!! nice sweet little girl... who looks younger than her actual age... she is ....no no.... not gonna say... one of the taboos in life is to nv talk about a woman's age... but then again...she looks like a little girl... should i say? nahhh... forget it... dun wanna get smacked... she always acts cute but the truth is... she is very cute... dunno why always so ke lian kena dump... i also always kena dump... it appears people dunno how to treat their girls right nowadays... Unless u're a Teo... we Teo(s) is/are awesome... or anyone along the blood line... simply Legandaryyy.. or in french it would be pronounce as legendaire... work hard for FYP... 靠你了...
Jeremy... this chao ah beng is one not to be reckon with... juz kidding... this is the scape goat in the team... all sai kang is thrown on to him... and when we say sai kang.. we meant chemistry! chem pro leh... got an A for UT... impressive... i could never have done that... coz... all the rest of us sucks at chemistry... no worries... i can see ur future... more sai kang...u better dun run... or see u at the back gate...wait Rp got no back gate... damn!
Daniel... this one i know the longest de... but also very slack de... most important thing in life is DANCE... fav style : Locking... ah hop ah... dance less do work more la... LOL... well... created the joke of the FYP... when we heard something about an explosion... we run and hid behind a wall... then the next joke was... why only two person in the final presentation... result being... the other have sacrificed in the name of science... apparently the explosion killed them... sadded... HAHA..
I think my fyp mates (maids) are awesome... pls do work harder by doing all the washing of the oily and stinky apparatus... and about the cruise... i hope it will happen or at least a trip to Gentings?? SUIT UP!
Monday, February 16, 2009
Growing older is such a fine thing
Firstly Happy Birthday to Alie... well... we the Teo brothers got him champagne for his birthday... and it seems that everyone else all got him alcohol... so i shall now conclude that the only present u get when u're older is actualy ALCOHOL... this post is actually 4 days overdue? coz i was super lazy to blog bout it...
Now for the important part....that is the older you're... the wiser you're and the way u see things becomes much clearer than before... so nowadays in doing things...i never keep my hopes up...when i pop a question ( not the 'will you marry me' of course), whenever something is in need of a approval from the other party. Even if i really want it very badly... i do not keep my hopes up... not even the slightest bit... why?? life is full of dissapointment... i start with zero... i end with zero... i'm still the same...it's fine for me... but if i start with zero and i get a hundred or even one... i gain something and that is great... vice versa... i start with one and i lose... i'm at a complete lost... i wouldn't want to be a loser.. would u??
I'm gonna tell about the cycle of yelling... which is so much fun... i got it watching a sitcom... this is how it goes... imagine ur gf is a teacher... u made her angry... and she vent her anger on a kid in school... this kid who took all the hatred and anger, yells at her dad which happens to be ur bosses bosses boss... so at work , he yells at your bosses boss... your bosses boss yells at ur boss who in turn yells at u... u yells at ur gf... isn't this juz awesome??
Now for the important part....that is the older you're... the wiser you're and the way u see things becomes much clearer than before... so nowadays in doing things...i never keep my hopes up...when i pop a question ( not the 'will you marry me' of course), whenever something is in need of a approval from the other party. Even if i really want it very badly... i do not keep my hopes up... not even the slightest bit... why?? life is full of dissapointment... i start with zero... i end with zero... i'm still the same...it's fine for me... but if i start with zero and i get a hundred or even one... i gain something and that is great... vice versa... i start with one and i lose... i'm at a complete lost... i wouldn't want to be a loser.. would u??
I'm gonna tell about the cycle of yelling... which is so much fun... i got it watching a sitcom... this is how it goes... imagine ur gf is a teacher... u made her angry... and she vent her anger on a kid in school... this kid who took all the hatred and anger, yells at her dad which happens to be ur bosses bosses boss... so at work , he yells at your bosses boss... your bosses boss yells at ur boss who in turn yells at u... u yells at ur gf... isn't this juz awesome??
Thursday, February 12, 2009
My first time...
Ok... here's what... i nv been to a club/bar/pub or anywhere of such in Singapore... whether u believe or not... last night was my first... went with a lot of noobs who share the same tragedy as me... but of course at least one is a occasional clubber... long time nv mention this name... the 'toopid' gang ( no one knows this name except me... i came up with this name and have use it in previous posts... so don't complain)
< In a mysterious tone? Double O... 4 guys 2 gals... a whole night of liquor... who will be the last one standing...??
Since it ladies night... ladies need not pay... what a sexist society... i forgot to mention why i ended up at double O... its appears that a close friend in this group... propose to go to Double O as the initial place we wanted to go was ex which is also fashion bar... the color attracted me quite abit... glowing purple... kinda irresistable... and the best part... he who propose... did not turn up... clap clap... the reason?? the usual... sick... it seems he's very sickly... 9 out of 10 times when he nv turn up...he's always sick... and he practices muay thai... so as we can defer from... martial arts is no good in helping people 强生健体...
Reached there at 10... when we went in... still not much people... so we could find a spot... problem is... all shy shy... order drinks also shy shy... how come clubs got no menus...!? so we anyhow order lor... mostly is who esmond knows... but i always have to drink whiskey coke... i think i kinda addicted to the bitterness of the whiskey... that was for starters... as the seconds tick away... we went to get our 1st jug of drink... and what did we order...it was what i fell in love with in indonesia clubs " ILLUSION" which was also the most ex drink for the nite... 64 for it... well i was pretty sure the bartender said 54 dollars... even esmond who came to order with me heard it... but we didn't say much... sad to say... the taste was no where near what i had in indo... even the color was pretty fucked up... D.O drink not very nice... with our 1st jug came our game of 猜拳... 6 ppl play... abit hard to win... and to make ppl drink we kinda cheated throughout the whole game...( steffy stop strangling me... when u have to drink... not my fault... that i was caught cheating... if only u didn't realise.. then it would have been fine) 
<--Orignial color of the illusion i had... but the 1 we has was...look below... so sad.... 
stir 
drink 
and drunk!!
next time dun 害 me...this is 报应
wilson (before) 
wilson (after)
soon we finish up... the 1st jug...for seconds vodka orange... damn... it tastes totally like orange juice with less sugar and no pulp... more bitterness... no damn kick... sianz diao... halfway drinking... esmond... xiu zhen and stef wanted to go to the dance floor... but me.. wen jie n wilson didn't want to so... we got separated... so what to do next... drink lor... me n wen jie finished it soon... opps... no drink again... so i went to get even more...
This time is my favourite whiskey cola... alot of liquor addiction thanks to my Cousin richard... thanks for leading me astray bro... anyway... this drink is so much better... why? coz the mixture of whiskey and coke is inbalance... too much whiskey too little coke... which is damn good... more kick...they came back to join us and soon they wanted to head out again... this time i decided to join them to the dance floor... so it was me... esmond... stef and xiu zhen... in our little circle dancing... dance dance dance... then urgent call to the loo... after that steffy leave... so sad... less 1 siao lang...LOL ( don't strangle me pls) then waited at the toilet there for our dear wen jie... who was in the toilet.. dunno is puke or slp... took so long... so sad.... the whole night i keep saying him 'WEAK'... coz his threshold for alcohol is very low... so he was quite knocked out... as the 'illusion' was actually quite high in alcohol percentage... then we took picts while camping outside the toilet while waiting for wen jie... then meet esmond's Rp friend who is working there... went back to get another drink... this time is vodka lime... didn't taste much of the vodka... but it was nice... i think i like ladies drink... but who don't?? don't deny it... HAHA!!!! ( behavior displayed by Marshall Ericson... character fromAmerican sitcom... 'how i meet your mother')
Then we drank super fast and back into the dance floor... 5 of us all there... the music wasn't too bad... some familiar ones and we enjoy... then came the tragic part... My.DJ started playing music we didn't listen to before...and me n esmond got so sianz... lol... we soon leave that place around 2 plus... i wonder why so early...
Headed to the liang court Mac...coz wilson 哥 complain that he 肚子饿... WEAK... eat le then went down to central there to slack... more like slp...coz me and wen jie buay tahan liao... like wanna die liddat... we enjoy getting drunk...but we dun enjoy being in the state of discomfort and sleepiness...
waited and waited for the 1st bus... then took some pictures... or rather kena take pict of... in the mean time... our wen jie... MIA again... sleep in the toilet...pro... can slp in the toilet... RESPECT!
Waited for 1st bus and bus home with esmond who happeds to stay a few blocks away from me...
Reached home at 8... then slp... in less than 10 hrs... round 2 is about to began...
WHATUP!! STAY TUNED FOLKS!!!!
Died there
Looks like copper poisoning 
but now more like mercury poisioning
LOL... this couple very sweet!!
Reached there at 10... when we went in... still not much people... so we could find a spot... problem is... all shy shy... order drinks also shy shy... how come clubs got no menus...!? so we anyhow order lor... mostly is who esmond knows... but i always have to drink whiskey coke... i think i kinda addicted to the bitterness of the whiskey... that was for starters... as the seconds tick away... we went to get our 1st jug of drink... and what did we order...it was what i fell in love with in indonesia clubs " ILLUSION" which was also the most ex drink for the nite... 64 for it... well i was pretty sure the bartender said 54 dollars... even esmond who came to order with me heard it... but we didn't say much... sad to say... the taste was no where near what i had in indo... even the color was pretty fucked up... D.O drink not very nice... with our 1st jug came our game of 猜拳... 6 ppl play... abit hard to win... and to make ppl drink we kinda cheated throughout the whole game...( steffy stop strangling me... when u have to drink... not my fault... that i was caught cheating... if only u didn't realise.. then it would have been fine)
<--Orignial color of the illusion i had... but the 1 we has was...look below... so sad.... 
stir 
drink 
and drunk!!
next time dun 害 me...this is 报应
wilson (before) 
soon we finish up... the 1st jug...for seconds vodka orange... damn... it tastes totally like orange juice with less sugar and no pulp... more bitterness... no damn kick... sianz diao... halfway drinking... esmond... xiu zhen and stef wanted to go to the dance floor... but me.. wen jie n wilson didn't want to so... we got separated... so what to do next... drink lor... me n wen jie finished it soon... opps... no drink again... so i went to get even more...
This time is my favourite whiskey cola... alot of liquor addiction thanks to my Cousin richard... thanks for leading me astray bro... anyway... this drink is so much better... why? coz the mixture of whiskey and coke is inbalance... too much whiskey too little coke... which is damn good... more kick...they came back to join us and soon they wanted to head out again... this time i decided to join them to the dance floor... so it was me... esmond... stef and xiu zhen... in our little circle dancing... dance dance dance... then urgent call to the loo... after that steffy leave... so sad... less 1 siao lang...LOL ( don't strangle me pls) then waited at the toilet there for our dear wen jie... who was in the toilet.. dunno is puke or slp... took so long... so sad.... the whole night i keep saying him 'WEAK'... coz his threshold for alcohol is very low... so he was quite knocked out... as the 'illusion' was actually quite high in alcohol percentage... then we took picts while camping outside the toilet while waiting for wen jie... then meet esmond's Rp friend who is working there... went back to get another drink... this time is vodka lime... didn't taste much of the vodka... but it was nice... i think i like ladies drink... but who don't?? don't deny it... HAHA!!!! ( behavior displayed by Marshall Ericson... character fromAmerican sitcom... 'how i meet your mother')
Then we drank super fast and back into the dance floor... 5 of us all there... the music wasn't too bad... some familiar ones and we enjoy... then came the tragic part... My.DJ started playing music we didn't listen to before...and me n esmond got so sianz... lol... we soon leave that place around 2 plus... i wonder why so early...
Headed to the liang court Mac...coz wilson 哥 complain that he 肚子饿... WEAK... eat le then went down to central there to slack... more like slp...coz me and wen jie buay tahan liao... like wanna die liddat... we enjoy getting drunk...but we dun enjoy being in the state of discomfort and sleepiness...
waited and waited for the 1st bus... then took some pictures... or rather kena take pict of... in the mean time... our wen jie... MIA again... sleep in the toilet...pro... can slp in the toilet... RESPECT!
Waited for 1st bus and bus home with esmond who happeds to stay a few blocks away from me...
Reached home at 8... then slp... in less than 10 hrs... round 2 is about to began...
WHATUP!! STAY TUNED FOLKS!!!!
Died there
Looks like copper poisoning 
but now more like mercury poisioning
LOL... this couple very sweet!!
Friday, February 6, 2009
The Fucker's oath... AWESOME~~~~~~
There is an oath written down in the legend of man. It reveals the secret to life and unravels all mysteries from the very creation of humankind. I bring to all :- The Fucker's Oath... simply AWEEEEEEESOME
I am the fucker
not the fuckee
I will fuck others
and not get fucked by others
I am awesome and nothing can fuck up my life
for I am the legendary FUCKER
Lord Fark Ewe...
I am the fucker
not the fuckee
I will fuck others
and not get fucked by others
I am awesome and nothing can fuck up my life
for I am the legendary FUCKER
Lord Fark Ewe...
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
lets talk bout myself...
Come on.... now it can be hard or simple to understand me...
firstly... i have a certain something against a religion...
secondly... i change frenz all the time...
thirdly... i can survive alone, however i get bored from time to time...
fourthly... i can piss ppl off or make them happy...
fifthly ( is there such a word?? ) .... i like to stick to ppl but i don't like ppl to stick to me
sixthly... i love being rugged...
seventhly... i talk a lot of crap...
eighthly... i sometime make bad jokes, say the wrong thing but i dun mean it
ninthly... once i'm in... i hate to get rid...
tenthly... wait... what the fuck... if u wanna know more bout me... juz come to me...
i can hardly explain myself about myself...
firstly... i have a certain something against a religion...
secondly... i change frenz all the time...
thirdly... i can survive alone, however i get bored from time to time...
fourthly... i can piss ppl off or make them happy...
fifthly ( is there such a word?? ) .... i like to stick to ppl but i don't like ppl to stick to me
sixthly... i love being rugged...
seventhly... i talk a lot of crap...
eighthly... i sometime make bad jokes, say the wrong thing but i dun mean it
ninthly... once i'm in... i hate to get rid...
tenthly... wait... what the fuck... if u wanna know more bout me... juz come to me...
i can hardly explain myself about myself...
Ok.... now...follow me...into the randominess
Lets blog ... wait... lets not...
why?... coz i have nothing to blog about...
what should i say?? my pathetic $48 dollars ang bao money and i dun mean juz one of it but in total...
or that my internet was down last night... and i had to suffer in silence of doing nothing the whole night?
or the outing i had with the girls and dan?? wouldn't someone else have covered it?why would we want 2 to 3 of the same story when u can simply read it from their blogs... look...i even linked them under 'my associates'...
I'm madly in love with the mafia... no doubt they are not exactly nice and friendly but u nv know... i wanna buy a ring... one that resembles a mafia... CAPICHE!?
now for my holiday resolution... lose weight... i know it gonna be all talk again but i guess it can't be help...why can't losing weight be like drinking water... nice, sweet and simple... gulp gulp gulp...done!! 20 pounds gone...
ytd i read about white phosporus bullet... which burn the person after he got shot...it's just AWESOME... i wanna do weapon defence...but more of it... i wanna do the desruction part...
I want money to buy a DSLR and new Lappy...
plans for the future... buy house...wait...find gf and get married 1st... then buy car... have kids... and retired then wait for death...
awesome...i juz sum up all whole life as usual... 人生苦短...i suppose everyone knows that...
i wanna try everything in the world... including drugs... i'll take pills... syringe are not so safe... sekali kena aids then... my life plan is to wait and die...
Thank you for the trip through my randominess...
why?... coz i have nothing to blog about...
what should i say?? my pathetic $48 dollars ang bao money and i dun mean juz one of it but in total...
or that my internet was down last night... and i had to suffer in silence of doing nothing the whole night?
or the outing i had with the girls and dan?? wouldn't someone else have covered it?why would we want 2 to 3 of the same story when u can simply read it from their blogs... look...i even linked them under 'my associates'...
I'm madly in love with the mafia... no doubt they are not exactly nice and friendly but u nv know... i wanna buy a ring... one that resembles a mafia... CAPICHE!?
now for my holiday resolution... lose weight... i know it gonna be all talk again but i guess it can't be help...why can't losing weight be like drinking water... nice, sweet and simple... gulp gulp gulp...done!! 20 pounds gone...
ytd i read about white phosporus bullet... which burn the person after he got shot...it's just AWESOME... i wanna do weapon defence...but more of it... i wanna do the desruction part...
I want money to buy a DSLR and new Lappy...
plans for the future... buy house...wait...find gf and get married 1st... then buy car... have kids... and retired then wait for death...
awesome...i juz sum up all whole life as usual... 人生苦短...i suppose everyone knows that...
i wanna try everything in the world... including drugs... i'll take pills... syringe are not so safe... sekali kena aids then... my life plan is to wait and die...
Thank you for the trip through my randominess...
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