Plans

Its almost chirstmas soon... what are your plans this year??
I'm thinking of renting 'home alone' videos and watching it alone in my living room with all the lights off... enjoying snacks and drink this christmas... it will be juz me and myself...hopefully it rain and i have a sexy night... Since we got no winter and it freaking hot even at night... the rain creates an artificial atmosphere... if u're in the christmas mode like me... then its time to plan...

My fav. christmas was spend with my family on Deli...my cousins island... on christmas night, we went night fishing...fucking awesome... then next day... Tsunami...fucking not awesome... except for the death of many... its was an awesome X'mas...Last X'mas was spend with a special someone who run away... but nvm the less... still awesome...

X'mas has always leave a holiday impression where ppl dun have to go and work and everyone can hang out at home to watch home alone...ain't that super fun... Ain't U looking forward for it too??

Girls have strength too... i got bumped by hui yan and fishy in sch today... and i swear...i lost balance both time... my heart almost came out and i hit the walls... fucking hurts... omg...i'm getting bullied in school...

Ytd i saw a bangala kena bully by a chinese guy at woodlands MRT, apparently... the bangala accidently kicked the chinese guy in the leg and did not say anything, the chinese got fed up and grab him by him bag while they coming tapping their cards out of the station...then the chinese threaten to call the police unless the bangala pays him... me and the girls saw it and watched for a while before i went to inform the incident to the control station guy... but when i did... the show was also over and maybe the chinese guy realise what i was doing and walked off... fucking sad man...extorting money from a person who is even much poorer than you... feels like some ancient drama...

I got a song that i never once own but brings back a lots of memories... " what will i do" i use to hear it from someone elses phone as an alarm every morning and suddenly grabbing hold of it makes me emo...wtf...

I think my collection of emo songs are ever growing and the title of King-Emo is not far away from my grasp...if only i drove... i might start running into people because i'm emo... oh great... now i'm downloading old songs... 'Tell laura i love her' by Ray Patterson...

Oh Great...mom's dad is here... i expect lots of mumbling and quarrels between my parents and him over some ridiculous issues... damn... i'm glad that i've decided to not come home so early from today onwards till he goes back... hse too crowded...no privacy... fucking sad...

The long awaited song "说好的早餐呢" is finally out... below are the lyrics uploaded by me...


妳的头发凌亂著 在这个时刻

我一大早起来很快乐 早餐快到了

继續莫名的拉扯 我以出门了

而妳斷斷續續唱著歌 还在洗澡呢

時間過了 我的 巴士已经到了

你刚好 只是 穿衣服 一开始都很兴奋

我在短信里写着 才发现你其实都 还没出门 怎麼了

妳迟了 說好的早餐呢 我懂了

不說了 茶淡了 面凉了

胃酸与不消化的感觉 在我肚里吵着 那些饱過的感覺都太深刻

我都還記得 妳迟到了 說好的 早餐呢 我疯了 发火了 肚烂了 饿死了

只是你搭的巴士车還没到呢 要怎麼start呢

妳的头发凌亂著 在这个时刻 我一大早起来很快乐 早餐快到了

情緒莫名的拉扯 我以出门了

而妳斷斷續續唱著歌 还在洗澡呢

時間過了 我的 巴士已经到了

你刚好 只是 穿衣服

一开始都很兴奋 我在短信里写着 才发现你其实都 还没出门

怎麼了 妳迟了 說好的早餐呢 我懂了 不說了 茶淡了 面凉了

胃酸与不消化的感觉 在我肚里吵着

那些饱過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得 妳迟到了 說好的 早餐呢

我疯了 发火了 肚烂了 饿死了

只是你搭的巴士车還没到呢 要怎麼start呢 怎麼了

还没到 說好会 准时的 我懂了 迟到的 王八蛋 去死吧 我被你骗了

我不等了 說好的 早餐呢 才发现 没带钱 没办法 得等你

只是你搭的巴士车還没到呢 要怎麼start呢

Dreams again?

Omg... its another dream involving 2 different girls that use to be in W55D... this time this 2 were also in my hse and i can only rmb...particularly this certain individual was trying to steal my blanket...we were lying on the bed watching Tv and the fans is too cold then she snatch my baby blanket from me...EVIL!!!

There's my baby blanket...should be as old as me le...i'm impresses stuff made before the the 21th century kinda last longer than now?? why is that so?? I think i know the reason... we all know...just check out where its manufactured from and you will see the biggest populated country's name below...CH*NA... I'm very amused by what they do to increase a certain physical property in the products that create...and to think the QC over there didn't even found out...fucking corrupted if you ask me...

The Government should shoot the QC if u ask me and then shoot the people who are highly involved..no worries... they are densely populated thus killing a few thousand wouldn't hurt them...and since it's a one child policy... if they need more...just have more sex then... They could be the world leader when it comes to usage of condoms... since they must practise protection....of... did i mention abortion too?? No safe sex = abortion... imagine... sex education there... have stop fucking when you have one... do not add up to our country's problems...So now i'm gonna make a list on how to stop reproduction...

1. Propaganda : No sex after one child
2. Use 2 condoms ( like it'll work...poof! )
3. Back to the eunuch stage... practise castration... it originated from there anyway...
4. ladies to go for Sterilization ( then will not get pregnant )
5. make abortion rates cheaper and more afforable
6. Pray to your respectives Gods that you wanna fuck but cannot have the child

See the desperate measure i came up for them...i'm such a humanitarian... and they should stop adding wierd stuff into the products they produce...bunch of faggots...

Awesome dream!

It a fairly wierd dream that i had monday night... well after a whole day out with dj, wei hong and his gf, jing shu...where we ate porridge buffet at suntec which kinda sux, then we had granola bars in the movies while watching James Bond, after that ben and Jerry's and for dinner cafe cartel...jing shu was kinda funny coz she keep laughing whenever i try to do something funny, i kepy mentioning about food and the 2 guys sort of ignore me in their own conversation then i juz kept going on behinf their backs and she was laughing all the way soon i tried the spider man stunt...wei hong and jing shu laugh till face cramp...wtf? and we went home...

I was tired so i slept early...u know the things about dreams is that u have no time concept about it? well...i felt that i was dreaming the whole night and it's the dream that woke me up if not i wouldn't be in school on tuesday... this dream is wierd but nice...1st i rmb (no one rmb the whole dream detail, i'm juz gonna highlight inportant parts) was some girl in class was standing in the masterbed room and i told my mom and dad this is ***** my gf...next we share a kiss, the thing about kisses for me is that i nv get the excitement when i'm doing doing it, the excitedment juz behind the lips collide but this time i felt it, ( i do not know about any 1 of u, but i go feel when i'm dreaming, if i dream that i get hit, i feel pain, if i touch something soft then i also feel it and if i was kissing, yes, i feel the kiss) AWESOME!! and this girl is someone i know...its sort of awkward looking at her in class ytd...but her screen time in my dreams are kinda short, then again another girl in my room, this time a colleague, same scene, kissing and groping but no excitement...BORING!! so i would juz reminiscing about her... the one i kissed with excitement...oh my goddness... come to me one day i pray...LALALALALA !!!

Happy 19th Birthday stan...he's my brother... good luck in the army soon... going in before me muz suck big time...whatup!! stan is a Christain and i'm a Atheists... Alvyn was commenting that it is fun having a Christain and an Atheist in the family...it like having god and satan at home... how fun! i would throw insults to him everytime... coz he's holy and its a lie... get a grip... stop hallucnating ...

For any reason...if u're juz wondering...read on...

To all my dear Friends, Family and everyone else...

Incase u see me eating a liquid diet... do not...yes...do not say... hey, are you on diet ? coz my answer would be...No...i'm juz poor. to poor for solid food...

So if you happen to see me staring at ur wallet/purse/etc... so not comment stuff like...hey, u like my wallet/purse/etc... truth is i'm more interested in the money inside coz i'm juz poor...

If u see me playing with ur IC...making some lame remarks on how much it will fetch at the loan shark's truth is...i'm thinking of "liberating" it from u coz i'm juz poor...

If u do see me fighting over the 20cents taking away money from the food ventor...do not be blinded and see me as an idealist or one with great principles coz i'm juz poor and cannot afford the 20 cents...

Surviving is hard... surviving poorly is harder... why this extreme measures? coz i'm poor? and by doing the extreme, i get to experience how the really poor people living in poverty is feeling, "do not shed a tear for me, for my glory lives forever" (i got that pharse from star tracks) see me not as a humanitarian, for i need no form or recognition...farewell this noble world...

Fuck la...i'm juz fucking poor ok?? KNN!