Horror story... R(A)

Addicted to emo metal now... a very nice song to people who loves to emo and listen to metal....

Korn --- Tearjerker

Its so sad ytd...i found out something really bad...my classmate suffered a few highly destructive minutes... its like getting kicked in the nuts by Roberto Carlos or punch in the face by Mike Tyson...

Here goes... i shall intro the main characters...Mr. Wei Jie and Pearly( i dunno if i shld put a Ms or not...coz its hard to tell whether she human or not and no...i not being bad evil or nasty)

Wei Jie... ok truth be told... This guy is actually a very nice guy...but the way he dress is not something everyone can accept...er... pink skinny? Rude awakening to me and i couldn't get use to it 1st but soon its fine... his hair was kinda funny at 1st but not it looks better...

Pearly... 'It" is freakly... do not... i repeat do not look at her... if u value ur life... everyone say "she's" wierd but i think it's an understatement..."she's" not wierd...she's a fucking nutcase... who the fuck stares at her computer and grin widely at it... like some pyschopath... RUN EVERYONE... i see the making of a serial killer...serial rapist and a necrophile... <> which i feel is a understatement... at least they smell coz they sweated during work or apply something but pearly... smells at the start of the day...have you ever encounter soap and shampoo in ur life...u know?? a shower?? er?? wash?? water?? SIBEI JIALAT!!! KKN... and the way 'she' sits imagine...spilts on a chair... that's how wide 'she' sits...she look like kena hit by 15 3tonnes in a row for a few days and lastly fucking wierd accent... do not be decieved by her name... 'she' is nothing what the name suggest... fear for ur life... ( This is not biased... this is the truth and feel free to ask around...class w54Q and w54r)

Finally the story... This took place somewhere around after school hours before the 1 week vaacation...so its 4-6pm... 20,21,23 or 24 oct 2008... there were 4 ppl in the class at the time... the victim, Wei jie...
the freakshow, Pearly,
Calefare A, Jason
and Calefare B, Jason's friend

Pearly was packing and going home... she leave the class but soon came back and she approach

P : can i talk to u for a moment

Wei jie thot it was something random so he went out

W : what is it?

P : U like me... don't u??

Stunned... mind blank ( its like getting hit with a baseball bat in the head) he then say

W : pls restraint from uttering nonsense ...who told u so??

P : Coz u kept looking at me?

wei jie muz be thinking 'what the fuck!?'...

anyway its manner to look at someone when u speak so wei jie was looking at pearly at that time... then pearly spoke again...

P : can u dun look at me?? i'm feeling uneasy and i cannot speak my mind...

WHAT THE FUCK...OMG?? ytd when wei jie told me... i was stun for a fews seconds... and then i woke up... wah lan ah...knn... so fucking gross la... wei jie... pls work hard to live on... do not give up so easily...i know its easy for me to say coz u're the one going through this ordeal but we support u... from everyone who knows both this tragedy... hope this doesn't happen to anyone... may u be the last victim...

R.I.P...

wait wait... u're not dead yet...ps ps...=X

Only you understand what the meaning of a rainy night is to me

4 AM on a rainy night, the red skies reminds me of the times i spent with you, even if u're no longer here with me, life goes on, missing you is what i had endured since, its been too long for me, to habour a feeling for a decade only to find myself losing you again once and for all, hiding and dissappearing forever is what you choose i suppose, its your way of doing things, its so you.

forgetting you is what i can't seem to do, sometimes i feel like a cursed child ( o.O i'm no longer a child) it's like i found my favourite toy, never wanting to let go, denying all flaw and killing all obstacles that seperates me from it, only difference is that this toy has decided to run away on its own, hiding in the shadows, never to utter a word or it might not even be bother at all and ignored everthing.

Words cannot describe how much you're missed, the rain and the skies are what i wish could send u a message that i'm missing you, stil loving you?? i wonder what will happen when i finally see you again, will i freeze, run or approach you, what should i say, were you be alone or with someone, some many things running through this little head.

I"M DEAD. . . . . . . . . .forever. . . . . . . .

15.10,08

Yes!!

The long awaited jay chou CD is out and i got the taiwanese version CD... which was different from the one that was downloadable but the thing is that there isn't lyrics...So i can't put lyrics in my ipod... that would be a problem...why?? Coz even though i'm a Jay Chou fan...most of the time i cannot understand what the shit he's singing...sad but true... Anyway 周杰倫万岁!!!

This reminds me of [Underworld]... so cool!!

HOHOHO... recently i got a 2.1 speakers to go with my laptop... i love the bass... but the loudness has to exceed a certain limit to truly demonstrate it BOOMNESS... anyway i got the Altec Lansing speakers VS2421... i think its quite good...but then i juz went to google so i can get a picture and found that this speaker has a serious problem with high pitch frequency being emitted...however i never kena so hahaha...too bad to all of u who kena...

There's the pict.. [ after uploading this pict... i can't update other picts... =( ... Wtf!?!? ]

Anyway today went to sakae at woodlands to celebrate jac's b'day...1st time see her put on make up leh...Mai siao siao...haha... Happy Birthday jac!! then later sherman came to join us when we were leaving... Then ...Me.. sherman and kevin who left tgt then met up with their frenz... DL and xiao xiang...haha... its suppose to be xiang but xiao xiang sounds kinda cute...( er hem...i'm not gay) then sherman drove me and kevin home...nice man...1st time on sherman's ride...Anyway we made a joke about sherman...here goes...

Sherman : Hi...have u met me??

Girl : *ignore* then stare and say... how bout u??

Sherman : *winks* i drive

Girl : * suddenly desperate* Hi nice to meet u ( and next thing you know...she was found in his bed)

Children... this is how a pro does it... juz two words and he found the way up her skirt...ain't he great... ( do not this try without a professional help or risk getting slap/hated/ignored for life...)

Seriously... i think i spend too much this month...but i ain't gonna enclose how much... hahaha...sianz...if only falls from the skies above...and maybe then i might juz believe in GOD..

Then i got home and the torture being again...screaming and yelling was what greeted me...over what...?? over the fact that mum can't count and dad's too busybody and noisy...shouting coz he can't speak properly...completely irritating...i wonder why... when its with me this isn' t the case...its juz with mum... anyway i find out the trend... mum like to scold ppl and talk big after something has happen but when she is there... she keeps numb... this is the quality called 马后炮 which is completely similar to her father... when grandpa is here...its really irritating watching tv with them... imagine u watch a show with a little bit of gore or sex scene...this 2 will starting making comments like... " why like this...why like that " or so perverted...wah piang ah... sibei irritating... ones will speak out loud while the other juz keeps mumbling... buay ta han man... i think the whole village of people are the same...mum ain't singapore, she's malaysia from muar... and i strongly suspect i got all the dumb genes from her and the slack genes from my dad... i think the whole village of people are about the same... and of coz all my malaysia relatives which i do not know, who is who... i muz be wary when counting a malaysia gal...sekali is my relative... then LOL...

Recently in my new class got this very scary person who laugh at her comp all day long and has bad B.O... her name is not so not like what it is suppose to suggest...Pearly is her name but its more like errie...she gives me the creeps and my W55D classmate are linking me with her...damn fuck...stop it la....i might juz commit suicide coz of it... hehe... hehe... hehe... eeeeeeee... fucking gross... time for me to run!!!

All you Fucking Little children

Nice little children... once u were one...

now u're all scattered and shatter...

i shall grant each of you a broken blade... a bottle of molostov...

now you can tear and scrap every little inches left of yourself...

cannibalise one another... feed from limb to limb...

burn in hell... for the angels that you have seen are lies...

scream in the valley of nothingness...

sleep on the imaginary realms that you created...

for you have lost your soul...

slit your throat to escape from yourself...

you fucking little children... your lies knows no boundary...

now you fucked up yourself and tainted everything around you...

listen to your heartbeat... can't you hear it ??

of course not, i forgot... you don't even possess a heart anymore...

for you will lay dead on the soil...

for you shall rot with maggots flowing over...

for you were once a part of something wonderful...

Another crap post....

Geez...am i sad or what... you know in life there are perks and bottoms...currently i'm facing a girl bottom ( no... i do not mean the ass but it would be GREAT) but yeah, unpopular against the ladies with nothing better to do than to emo Forever!?

Ouch...!? every morning when i board the bus to school, it can be the happily/ saddest/ crappiest moment of the day...why??

Scenerio 1: Most sits taken with only 1 person sitting on it, so i would probably choose who to sit with and the attractive opposite sex...(happy) the other times would be that i miss out that chick and can't change my sit as it would be too obvious to go back...(sad, regrets)

Scenerio 2: WOW...a vacant sit... which is rare...nice sit by the window and then that's part 2... who the fuck is gonna sit beside u...? a elderly...a MIC...indian...a hot chick... a fugly piece of shit... or another guy...an ah bend or a nerd...but guess what i hate the most...infact there are 2...

A. One who sits too close, hey? u're crammping my style here! back off! (unless its a hot chick)
B. One who gives off great amount of body heat...how the fuck did u get so hot? seriously... u piss me off...

Back to the girls bottom topic....ya...ain't it sad?? life has some such a dumb cycle...u know a girl...she ACTS friendly and all of a sudden...poof... the cold shoulder...ok... now what went wrong...?? You usually don't know coz u're blunt... peggy is here! ( yes she invaded me when i was blogging) so how do we go about it? the answer is: 'we don't' coz we sux at it and we usually screw it up even more...so guys if u face the problem i face... juz go emo or something alone that line... haiz....

THE LEGENDARY

Long time no blog...anyhow blog blog ba...

Today i felt something wierd...i miss _______... its not like it has nv happen... but somehow... i can't really be emotionally attached to anyone...everyone can come and go for all i care but my gay buddy cannot...Dj muz stay... perhaps the only best man for my wedding in the future...but then again maybe no wedding..too poor to afford 1...with a mist fogging my future...i need no planning coz anything can go...

'Sadded' at work today...i realise my colleague got a scandal with another colleague which is wrong... so confusing in this real world...i love my world...its juz me and emo...good frenz since 200?

When did i started emo-ing? i was once a happy kid...once... so now i'm a emo man...emo emo...the pathetic type that has no achievement...buy 4D nv strike b4...so damn sad... go to work like not my business which is GREAT...enjoys jazz and metal...which is wierd...oh well...muz have been the metal...which is GREAT and LEGENDARY!!

i seek for something but i do not know what...
i look for something but i'm blinded...
i feel for something with my hands hacked...
i dream of something without a soul...
i think of something wth a mind...
i live without breathing...

I'm hopless, useless, please do not have any expectations of me... i cannot bear that shit...

Wrist slashing is fun...
Emo-ing in a corner is fun...
Drinking is GREAT...
Drinking and emo-ing is LEGENDARY...

Revenge?

Oh fuck... yes...it's about a lizard again...nopez...it didn't poo on me this time round but i killed it...'accidently'...but i was protecting myself...ok here goes...

It was 2 in the morning and i wanted to grab a drink b4 i go to bed so i went to the fridge and grab the bottle of strawberry yogurt juice which stan bought...hehehe...then when i was finish and decide to close the door after placing the bottle back...a LIZARD jumped off from the fridge door...out of shock...i slammed the door and went to tell my other brother. Alvyn bout it...he demanded that i flush the lizard out b4 it eats the food in the fridge...i didn't wanna do it coz it was bed time and i needed the sleep however i had to do it bcoz i "LOVE' my family and "DO NOT" want them eating lizard leftover (i'm starting to regret now, imagine their faces when they find a rotting lizard there).

I went over to the fridge again, slowly opening the frige door from the side hopinbg that it will juz jump out and save me the trouble but noooooooo...it decided to play hide and seek...little did he know his penatly was death for this game...so i had no choice but to slowly remove everything from the fridge... knowing that a lizard's reflexes was quick...i started probing the object violently that i wanted to remove before removing it...thus the lizard do not follow the item out...i was afraid it jumped on me...fucking digsuting if u ask me...Ok...after clearing half the fridge...yet it's no where to be found...fucking lizard...won't u juz rest it and spare me the agony of suffering shock and jump out of the bloody fridge...

Then the next item i poke was a can of Chang beer...a nice chilled can of Chang beer sitting in the middle of the fridge...so the same action apply...a violent probe...ok...nothing then i lift the can up and looked at the other side of the can... FUCK!!!!#$&%

Mr.lizard was half hanging there with half its body in mid air...shock and too sudden for me...i throw the can of beer back into the fridge and i was damn sure it land directly onto the lizard...imagine...

weight of beer - weight of lizard =
= excess weight
so we add gravitional force and force of me throwing the can down...plus it was a direct hit..

thus i conclude that i'm quite* (check this word out in the dictionary,it means very, absolutely) sure i killed it...then it juz laid there..i tink i have something with dead stuff lying on the floor\desk\fridge* (fridge is exremely rare) i mean how many ppl\insects\lizards are killed in the fridge... i juz cannot get over the idea to remove a dead lizard from the fridge...DEAD...what if it suddenly jumped up...i'm not gamed for that kind of shock...so i ask Alvyn to help mr remove it but he was making a fuss bout it...and insisted that i use a tissue and a glove to work my way around it...so i went to the drawer to grab a pair of rubber glove and also 3 pcs of tissue and finally remove the fucking lizard...now i'm here...3.10...blogging thx to a fucking lizard which make me lose sleep...

'R.I.P' lizard
,and fuck you. . . . .