Mr.M

Well...i'm turning 21 soon...but i feel like i was 30...maybe its due to me not shaving or the fact that i'm pretty deaf in my right year...oh well...ok...something funny happened at work today...i'm not suppose to disclose the person's name coz the person dun want me to do so...actually as a friend i should not have laugh bout this coz he could have been seriously injured in the process...

Ok...here's what happen...Mr. M and i was going to but dinner tgt...so we went down the escalator tgt...suddenly Mr.M started running against the escalator...he run and run but it seems to take quite sometime due to his slow speed and size...we're quite BIG in size...while he was running and running suddenly he lost his balance...i was halfway through the ride and i saw Mr.M swaying to the extreme left then to the extreme right...then all four on the escalator...here's the funniest part his shoe dropped during the process...and the shoe went down the escalator...i picked the shoe up and tried to throw it back...but i miss...haiz...luckily it nv got stuck between the gap...if it got into the gap then it would have been a really comical incident...
And the reason why he went against the escalator was becoz Tania paged for him then he started running but the worst is that when he got there Tania said its was ok...WHAHAHAHAHA...the moment i rmb the swayying part i kept laughing...omg!!
WOW...my dear Heti decided to quit smoking...there's nice...cheers babe...I feel like i'm ready for my next relationship...so girls out there...whoever is my next target..you're such a lucky girl =)
After deciding for some many phone...i've finally decided on the F1 motoroa razr2....YEAH!! I-touch on its way too!!

Ear drum Rockage

Back to school!! today i got back to school...and my ear drum which was swollen has yet to unswell...so whenever i speak...the sound ampilfies...its like a 1000v ampilifier in my ear...total rockage!!! its like a live 'KORN' concert in my mind for 24 hrs... 'love song for the dear departed, headstone for the broken hearted' ( lyrics from korn,lovesong) so that's nothing much interesting in my life now...but i'm getting 2 new gadgets next month...an i-touch and a new phone....either a N-76 , a motorola razr ferari edition or sony W980...they are both flip phone which is gonna be the next type of hp i'm gonna use....so looking forward to it!!

Phone call embrassment

Ok...When was the last time u made a phone call to a family or a friend and actually ask for them first... " hello, can i speak to so and so..eg...ah gou? " well...with the introduction of handphone which is very personal...asking for the person has become an extra step...so nowadays...if u call someone...u just say whatever u want without making sure whether if it is the person you are actually looking for...and i'm sure many of us has this habit and mindset that the person who picks up is the going to be the owner of the phone...yes...i of coz did the same thing and today i did it again...only to be so pai seh...

I called xiu zhen trying to ask her if our gang is meeting for lunch...so her hp ring for a few minutes then someone picked it up...so i said...eh...are we meeting today...the reply i got next was quite long..."HUH" then i ask again...the same type of reply..."WHAT"...did after that the person spoke...she said she was xz's mum...omg so pai seh...and she also say why i cannot recognise xz's voice...the reason is coz...my ear drum is swollen and i use my swollen ear to pick up the call...wth!! next time i call...i better wait for the person to make so noise 1st...

sickly little boy...

Today is already monday...have been fevering since last thursday...so its been 5 bloody days...this illness has really taken it toll on me...i'm very much fine ytd nite...until this morning i woke up...my right ear hurts like fuck...and i rmb this feeling...ear inflammation...so i didn't go to school today...haiz...when i thot my fever was gone it came back...i went to see a doctor again and he told me my eye drum are all swollen, i'm stll running a fever...seriously this time round..i'm very sick...i cannot burp or yawn if not...PAIN!!!

OUCH!!

sick for 5 days now...fevering for 3days already...highest record was 39.3...and all of this is happening in the PC show period...fuck!! nabe...i wanna work to earn money now i cannot go becoz i'm fucking sick and my throat cannot make it...inflame...haiz...ytd i work till halfway then had to go home coz i didn't feel well and i only sold 6 cameras its was ard 4 when i stop work...4 hrs 6 cameras...if i last till nite then mayb can hit 20 sets...if i all sell high end then its 20 X $10 or $16...then i'll be rich...hehe...but too bad some virus trying to kill me now...

I last night dream of a very wierd dream...in the dream got cihui and xiu zhen...( to xz and ch...whatever u read next...is merely a dream...) in the dream...me and ch attended a excursion or something then we ended up in some mountian top resort with other people...next thing i know...me and ch was standing in front of a reception table ( or something liddat) then the ch started to disturb me by blowing into my ear...after 2 times...she immediately kiss my lips...of coz i reacted by kissing back and after the kisses ( it lasted for quite sometime) ch said...so easy to handle ( in chinese)...next thing i know i was sitting beside xz who appear from no where...she wanted to borrow my toothbrush to brush her teeth...then i replied her...why would i bring a toothbrush out...next thing i know...they told me that this trip will be an overstay so i try to go home to grab my stuff...thinking how do i go home...that's like no transport in the mountians...and for some reason i ended up in sim lim square...why this dream is so random and there's completey no link...

Ahhhh~~~~

I'm sick...caught a damn cold...feeling feverish too...but this time round nobody to take care of me...no fish porridge...no pillow fights...no forced kisses...slowly and steadily i sink into my own black hole...the more i live...the more i realise that i'm not living...and the reason i fell sick?
I think it was the stalking i did the night before...I tend to put myself in a very stupid position in life...i accomplish nothing...i can't seem to get over YOU...so here i'm physically and mentally sick...depression will soon kick in...halluncation and stuff will soon cover me in a mist of misery...never have i feel so down in life...since the day i realise YOU were gone...I swore that my life is very much over and its proving me right now...YOU can ignore me...for YOU do not know the hardship of thinking about YOU every minute of the night...i do not even know if YOU are dead or alive...can YOU really bear to do this to me?? are YOU that heartless?? are YOU being manipulated by someone?? or . . . or . . . some many questions going through my mind every night and all i yearn for is just a very simple sms saying...'hey, i'm ok.' maybe that night at the river i should have ended it that and then...then i do not have to endure so this melancholy alone...while YOU could be merrying with someone else...do YOU even miss me a single bit... unlike others... we didn't part because we had no more love for each other...our love was strong but not strong enough i guess...must i go on my kneels to beg YOU to appear...or this is how you choose to settle between us...to ignore me...if so...then i'm pretty much really speechless...lets hope this is not your final decision...lets not end it just like this...

A true blue stalker

Today after watching kung fu panda with Dj and gary...we went to eat Soup Spoon after walking round and round in raffles city...we only found seats there are singlely seated...well... there was a crowded so we had no choice but what awaited us was simply mind blowing...ok...to begin with, the seats we had were higher than the table sits thus we have a very good 'cleavage' view...and right infront of us was a table of 4 ladies 20-30...1 had a awesome figure...her awesomeness blinded me...its juz pure hotness but the one to her left had the better looks...if them combined...omg!!! ...ouch...( nose bleed)...and for some reason..there happened to be a mirror rite infront of the table and yes...upskirt...i saw white...(girls who read this entry...u might say i'm a tiko pek but this is what happens when guys go out) For Gary and Dj who first time eat Soup Spoon...this is a bloody good experience...Clap Clap... 3 lucky bastards...

Ok...here's the stalker part...dropping at bedok Mrt...instead of going home...i went to stalk on my ex...can't seem to get over her...and its been freaking 4 months... anyway i was at her void deck ard 9 and left at 11...i sms her but she didn't reply...ard 10.45 i saw a couple entering her flat...it could have been her and that bastard or her sis and her bf...well i tink they saw me...i tend to like to do stupid stuff like secretly wait opposite her void deck for her to return...stupid stupid me...when i saw that couple...my heart sank...shatter into a million pieces...I hated the feeling..why must a break up be so harsh...it's like she disappeared from my life completely and here i'm worrying about her when she dun even know it...All i want is to see u again...why can't i even get the chance to do so...Its rained heavily through the wait too...i had to hide in a dome to escape from the rain...i thot i was safe until i realise this bloody dome leaks and soon i had no place to sit...so i walk through the rain to the opposite void deck and kept looking through the window...no sign of anything...feeling sad...i walked home...in the rain...
loving u seems to be so difficult... and a rat scared me when i was walking home...so scared of rats!! help!!